6months abortion story

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Love143
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Re: 6months abortion story

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May ann wrote: Fri May 31, 2019 5:23 pm
Love143 wrote: Wed May 29, 2019 8:30 pm I and my partner decided to terminate this baby coz we have 6months old baby. We are not yet ready to have another one.

We decided to get cyto kit from ate ai
It was Saturday afternoon when we picked up the parcel. And the packaging was so very amazing.

I am really not a morning person so I didn't have my breakfast. Instead, I ate my brunch at late 11am. I started my fasting at 12pm. I got to get myself busy to wait for the instructed time.

1st dose Wala akong naramdaman.

chill na talaga ako and masakit na balakang ko

nawala na un fever ko and sobrang uhaw talaga ako gsto ko na mag pee kaso klangan tiisin lahat.

Until the last dose masakit balakang ko and gsto ko talaga pee. Pero bawal! Buti nalang anjan partner ko para alalayan ako.

Pag pee ko biglang may lumabas dlawa dko nakita. Tas un last puti siya na parang jelly at un Isa blood clot na Malaki. Hindi ko Alam Kung normal lang un na lumabas na un. Tinawag ko partner ko para halukayin un nasa bowl. Bgla namin nakita un baby namin don, kinuha Niya agad. Sobrang emotional kami Lalo na siya. Baby boy pa Naman. Panganay namin is baby girl. Sobrang sakit pero kelangan e.

Sorry baby ! Araw2 kami hihingi NG tawad sayo. At Sana kapag dumating ung time na ready na kami, ikaw parin ibigay samin. Kay God, Sana mapatawad mo po kami. Sana maintindihan mo kami.

Salamat ate ai sa tulong mo. At sa blogsite na to. Kaya ung mga nagbabalak Jan, dapat 100% sure ka sa gagawin mo! Gawin na hanggat maaga pa.
Saan mo nilagay yung baby mo sis?


Pina cremate po ng bf ko sis. Hindi ko alam kung saan..
Vivian
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Re: 6months abortion story

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i just wanna share my experience last month.I'm 5mos preg when I did the procedure.

Day 1 - April 25.

Day 2 and 3 - April 26. Took my 1st dose of Cytotec. It was after my 4th dose when I started having chills and fever. After my last dose, I tried to sleep. Woke up at 3am thought lalabas na yung baby, di pa pala. Went back to my room, slept for an hour then I decided na magstay nalang sa living room. Quarter to 4, parang napupoop na ko. Went to the bathroom and niready ko na sarili ko. Dun na rin nagbreak waterbag ko. Wala pang 5mins, nararamdaman ko na susunod nang lalabas yung baby. I remained calm, did some breathing exercises and nagpray. Super bilis ng pangyayari. As in parang nagslide silang lahat palabas. I was very exhausted. I'm literally sweating like a pig. Nakita ko baby ko, i picked him up, gave him a bath. Kissed his forehead and nagsorry ako. Ilang beses ako nag i love you. Tinititigan ko lang sya. Di ako maka move on. Naaalala ko sya. Natutulala ako. :'(

5am sya lumabas.

Ate ai, thank you for being with me since day 1 and for answering all of my questions. I really appreciate you replying to all of my messages and even if its already 3am. Thank you.
Vivian
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Re: 6months abortion story

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Love143 wrote: Wed May 29, 2019 8:30 pm I and my partner decided to terminate this baby coz we have 6months old baby. We are not yet ready to have another one.

We decided to get cyto kit from ate ai
It was Saturday afternoon when we picked up the parcel. And the packaging was so very amazing.

I am really not a morning person so I didn't have my breakfast. Instead, I ate my brunch at late 11am. I started my fasting at 12pm. I got to get myself busy to wait for the instructed time.

1st dose Wala akong naramdaman.

chill na talaga ako and masakit na balakang ko

nawala na un fever ko and sobrang uhaw talaga ako gsto ko na mag pee kaso klangan tiisin lahat.

Until the last dose masakit balakang ko and gsto ko talaga pee. Pero bawal! Buti nalang anjan partner ko para alalayan ako.

Pag pee ko biglang may lumabas dlawa dko nakita. Tas un last puti siya na parang jelly at un Isa blood clot na Malaki. Hindi ko Alam Kung normal lang un na lumabas na un. Tinawag ko partner ko para halukayin un nasa bowl. Bgla namin nakita un baby namin don, kinuha Niya agad. Sobrang emotional kami Lalo na siya. Baby boy pa Naman. Panganay namin is baby girl. Sobrang sakit pero kelangan e.

Sorry baby ! Araw2 kami hihingi NG tawad sayo. At Sana kapag dumating ung time na ready na kami, ikaw parin ibigay samin. Kay God, Sana mapatawad mo po kami. Sana maintindihan mo kami.

Salamat ate ai sa tulong mo. At sa blogsite na to. Kaya ung mga nagbabalak Jan, dapat 100% sure ka sa gagawin mo! Gawin na hanggat maaga pa.
i feel ur pain sis. It was a heartbreaking experience:( for all of us.. sana hindi na tau umabot sa ganitong sitwasyon kung nag ingat lang tau.. pero we cannot change the destiny na. Kaya need na naten tanggapin ang nangyari at maging lesson siya sa ating lahat.
Danilyn
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Re: 6months abortion story

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Vivian wrote: Sat Jun 01, 2019 12:01 am i just wanna share my experience last month.I'm 5mos preg when I did the procedure.

Day 1 - April 25.

Day 2 and 3 - April 26. Took my 1st dose of Cytotec. It was after my 4th dose when I started having chills and fever. After my last dose, I tried to sleep. Woke up at 3am thought lalabas na yung baby, di pa pala. Went back to my room, slept for an hour then I decided na magstay nalang sa living room. Quarter to 4, parang napupoop na ko. Went to the bathroom and niready ko na sarili ko. Dun na rin nagbreak waterbag ko. Wala pang 5mins, nararamdaman ko na susunod nang lalabas yung baby. I remained calm, did some breathing exercises and nagpray. Super bilis ng pangyayari. As in parang nagslide silang lahat palabas. I was very exhausted. I'm literally sweating like a pig. Nakita ko baby ko, i picked him up, gave him a bath. Kissed his forehead and nagsorry ako. Ilang beses ako nag i love you. Tinititigan ko lang sya. Di ako maka move on. Naaalala ko sya. Natutulala ako. :'(

5am sya lumabas.

Ate ai, thank you for being with me since day 1 and for answering all of my questions. I really appreciate you replying to all of my messages and even if its already 3am. Thank you.
Lakasan lang tlga ng loob mga sis kpag nasa mismong peak kana ng delivery. At ayun nga makikita mo na ung munting anghel mo na naging part na ng katawan natin for a short period of time. I know for sure a 4 mos. Fetus is already moving inside our belly and we feel it. Aun ung sobrang nakaka guilty to think na di mo na xa bubuhayin. Di naman sila mkakasurvive outside ung mga 4,5 & 6.
Ok lets move on... sobrang sakit but pray nalang tayo that time will heal everything.. naiiyak ako nung nabasa ko story mo.. same months kase tayo 😢😭
Vivian
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Re: 6months abortion story

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Danilyn wrote: Sat Jun 01, 2019 2:38 am
Vivian wrote: Sat Jun 01, 2019 12:01 am i just wanna share my experience last month.I'm 5mos preg when I did the procedure.

Day 1 - April 25.

Day 2 and 3 - April 26. Took my 1st dose of Cytotec. It was after my 4th dose when I started having chills and fever. After my last dose, I tried to sleep. Woke up at 3am thought lalabas na yung baby, di pa pala. Went back to my room, slept for an hour then I decided na magstay nalang sa living room. Quarter to 4, parang napupoop na ko. Went to the bathroom and niready ko na sarili ko. Dun na rin nagbreak waterbag ko. Wala pang 5mins, nararamdaman ko na susunod nang lalabas yung baby. I remained calm, did some breathing exercises and nagpray. Super bilis ng pangyayari. As in parang nagslide silang lahat palabas. I was very exhausted. I'm literally sweating like a pig. Nakita ko baby ko, i picked him up, gave him a bath. Kissed his forehead and nagsorry ako. Ilang beses ako nag i love you. Tinititigan ko lang sya. Di ako maka move on. Naaalala ko sya. Natutulala ako. :'(

5am sya lumabas.

Ate ai, thank you for being with me since day 1 and for answering all of my questions. I really appreciate you replying to all of my messages and even if its already 3am. Thank you.
Lakasan lang tlga ng loob mga sis kpag nasa mismong peak kana ng delivery. At ayun nga makikita mo na ung munting anghel mo na naging part na ng katawan natin for a short period of time. I know for sure a 4 mos. Fetus is already moving inside our belly and we feel it. Aun ung sobrang nakaka guilty to think na di mo na xa bubuhayin. Di naman sila mkakasurvive outside ung mga 4,5 & 6.
Ok lets move on... sobrang sakit but pray nalang tayo that time will heal everything.. naiiyak ako nung nabasa ko story mo.. same months kase tayo 😢😭

Until now hindi pa din mawala sa isip ko yung itsura niya.. parang gabi gabi pinapatay ako sa kalungkutan 😭😭 ganun pala yung feeling akala ko masyado lang exag.. yung mga nababasa kong story sa mga forum. Pag pala ikaw na mismo gumawa. Parang nakakapanghina talaga.
Honeybee
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Vivian wrote: Sat Jun 01, 2019 11:13 am
Danilyn wrote: Sat Jun 01, 2019 2:38 am
Vivian wrote: Sat Jun 01, 2019 12:01 am i just wanna share my experience last month.I'm 5mos preg when I did the procedure.

Day 1 - April 25.

Day 2 and 3 - April 26. Took my 1st dose of Cytotec. It was after my 4th dose when I started having chills and fever. After my last dose, I tried to sleep. Woke up at 3am thought lalabas na yung baby, di pa pala. Went back to my room, slept for an hour then I decided na magstay nalang sa living room. Quarter to 4, parang napupoop na ko. Went to the bathroom and niready ko na sarili ko. Dun na rin nagbreak waterbag ko. Wala pang 5mins, nararamdaman ko na susunod nang lalabas yung baby. I remained calm, did some breathing exercises and nagpray. Super bilis ng pangyayari. As in parang nagslide silang lahat palabas. I was very exhausted. I'm literally sweating like a pig. Nakita ko baby ko, i picked him up, gave him a bath. Kissed his forehead and nagsorry ako. Ilang beses ako nag i love you. Tinititigan ko lang sya. Di ako maka move on. Naaalala ko sya. Natutulala ako. :'(

5am sya lumabas.

Ate ai, thank you for being with me since day 1 and for answering all of my questions. I really appreciate you replying to all of my messages and even if its already 3am. Thank you.
Lakasan lang tlga ng loob mga sis kpag nasa mismong peak kana ng delivery. At ayun nga makikita mo na ung munting anghel mo na naging part na ng katawan natin for a short period of time. I know for sure a 4 mos. Fetus is already moving inside our belly and we feel it. Aun ung sobrang nakaka guilty to think na di mo na xa bubuhayin. Di naman sila mkakasurvive outside ung mga 4,5 & 6.
Ok lets move on... sobrang sakit but pray nalang tayo that time will heal everything.. naiiyak ako nung nabasa ko story mo.. same months kase tayo 😢😭

Until now hindi pa din mawala sa isip ko yung itsura niya.. parang gabi gabi pinapatay ako sa kalungkutan 😭😭 ganun pala yung feeling akala ko masyado lang exag.. yung mga nababasa kong story sa mga forum. Pag pala ikaw na mismo gumawa. Parang nakakapanghina talaga.
Same to u sis. Pero pinay pepray ko na lang lahat. Lesson learned na lang sa aten yung mga nagawa naten..
Danilyn
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Hindi ko nga nagawang tingnan nung paglabas nya. Basta nafeel ko may buong lumabas nung last na pag ire ko narinig ko may kumalampag sa pail dun marahil xa nashoot.
Sabi nung nag assist sakin wag nko umire kase tapos na then pinatagilid ako.
Mafeel mo pa tlga yan sis kase bago palang. Mga ilang days palang nun wal ako ginawa kundi panay iyak nagkukulong ako sa kwarto kase di un alam samin. Pero i know nanay ko may nahahalata xa sakin. Mothers knows best tlga. Tapos ang worst nun ako pa mismo nag libing sknya.. to think na gagawin ko pala un sa tanang buhay ko 😭
I know it will make us stronger sa mga pinagdaanan natin at isang malaking aral para satin ung nangyari.
Vivian
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Danilyn wrote: Sat Jun 01, 2019 11:42 am Hindi ko nga nagawang tingnan nung paglabas nya. Basta nafeel ko may buong lumabas nung last na pag ire ko narinig ko may kumalampag sa pail dun marahil xa nashoot.
Sabi nung nag assist sakin wag nko umire kase tapos na then pinatagilid ako.
Mafeel mo pa tlga yan sis kase bago palang. Mga ilang days palang nun wal ako ginawa kundi panay iyak nagkukulong ako sa kwarto kase di un alam samin. Pero i know nanay ko may nahahalata xa sakin. Mothers knows best tlga. Tapos ang worst nun ako pa mismo nag libing sknya.. to think na gagawin ko pala un sa tanang buhay ko 😭
I know it will make us stronger sa mga pinagdaanan natin at isang malaking aral para satin ung nangyari.

Yes.. never in my life that i can do such a horrible crime 😭😭 feeling ko ang sama sama ko! mahilig ako sa bata sis pero hindi ko akalain na magagawa ko un.. parang minsan naiisip ko na may dahilan si god bakit niya binigay un. Pero sinayang ko lang 😭😭
Danilyn
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We all feel the guilt. Andun ung relief pero ung pain na maiiwan it will remain..
Dika nag iisa it will help sa recovery mo na meron ka nakakausap at the same situation din. Nangyari na at ginusto natin un. Everything happens for a reason. We all feel sorry for our angels. Pray lang natin sila at ung nagawa natin. Di man tayo maintindihan ng mundo pero si God xa lang makakaunawa nun at makkpagpatawad sa nagawa natin.
Vivian
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Re: 6months abortion story

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Danilyn wrote: Sat Jun 01, 2019 12:15 pm We all feel the guilt. Andun ung relief pero ung pain na maiiwan it will remain..
Dika nag iisa it will help sa recovery mo na meron ka nakakausap at the same situation din. Nangyari na at ginusto natin un. Everything happens for a reason. We all feel sorry for our angels. Pray lang natin sila at ung nagawa natin. Di man tayo maintindihan ng mundo pero si God xa lang makakaunawa nun at makkpagpatawad sa nagawa natin.
Sana nga mapatawad tau ng diyos sis 😌😌
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